DAY139
From Mrs Macquarie's Chair
Unlimited Sushi
Ice skating
Barista & latte art
Soju party
Life is beautiful thanks to my parents,
I really appreciate them!
I decided new way of my life,
excited but a bit sadness,,,
I hope my new step is gonna be good!
Experience is the most important!
I don't wanna regret ~~~~~
Sometimes I need to think about sth and sometimes just think simply, it sounds easy but actually it's difficult!
Believe in myself!!
Have confidence!!
All msgs are for me in the future!
DAY123
Few days ago, I applied for RSA and had a mistake of the location.
I'd already known about that cancel was impossible, but I didn't wanna fail without doing anything,so I went there and tried to manage!
BUT!!! The teacher was terrible!!!!
He didn't try to teach cause my English were poor,and he said I had 2 choices, first, I waited for their boss, talked to him, or I went back home and texted to him. At that time,Even whichever I chose, the outcome was same, I thought. That's why I said a lot of complaints to him and I left there.
By the way, I was surprised because probably I couldn't say complaints 4 months ago.
Anyway, I said complaints to him with $100😇
I felt that that my English was improved a bit!!
Sorry,my parents !
After that, I wanted to relieve my stress so I called to Amy, and we went out for lunch and shopping!
Hahahaha Love사랑해♥
In addition, we went jogging in daring harbour!
And we supposed to go to gym, but there are fucking smells,so go back home and drinking~~~!!
Love my flat mates 😔✨
I must miss them when I leave here,,,,
DAY115
That time was around 2 am lol
Really funny.
Nowadays I didn't feel improvements of my English~~~!
But I saw はじめてのおつかい of イッテQ😂
And I got confidence a bit!
This weekend, I'm gonna take a RSA!
I'm looking for job so I need to get it.
After I got, I'm gonna apply for job!
In addition, I wanna get somewhere without map and cellphone like Degawa.
And I wanna get confidence much more.
DAY104
Today I'm gonna write about Amy!
We came Sydney the same day!
She said she was gonna study English for 7 months, at that time I thought we must be close friend because we could spend much time each time!
When we met for the first time, we used gestures for conversation 😂😂
👧🏻👉"m"
👩🏻👆"m"
So nostalgic!!
I felt Amy's listening and speaking skills are good!
I remember she gave me a chunky gum!
She said she bought that at supermarket where was below our school!
I was surprised about her confidence because that time it was very nervous to buy something at the public place!
3 months have been passed since we met!
Now she's my best friend in Sydney !!!
I really envy and respect her cause every one likes her character!!
I'll definitely miss her on her leaving day,,,
DAY100
100 days have passed since I came.
Today I went to Manly beach to meet pre-class teacher,Emma!
We had a lunch at cafe, how much was it do you think?
hmm,,,$12😂😂
Just breakfast! Come on ~~~😑🤜🏻
We climbed a mountain!
After good exercise, we saw awesome views!!!
But the top of mountain was windy, so Felipe's hair was quite funny 😂
He has local job in Sydney!
Even though he applied for local restaurants just 1 time, lucky he got a local job!!
I really envy:-)
He lied about experience but I think kind of smart!lol
Tomorrow I have to talk with my teacher,,
I feel nerves a bit 😅
But today I talked to my father cause it was Father's Day and I got power 🤜🏻
I can do anything without giving up!
さぁ〜明日からまた頑張るぞ〜！😎
Ps: congratulations to my parents!
happy anniversary 26th for wedding !
DAY99
Few days ago I talked to one Korean guy.
Until that day,I thought he was just working!
I often ask my friends about why they came here and what the purpose is.
Almost of people say that they just wanna study English or work!
It's good experience to work in another country, I know.
I was thinking about he can speak English well.
But I've never asked him why he could speak English.
That's why I asked about his life.
He went to uni in2009,work as military for 2 years, and at that time he thought he really wanted to study English,but his family wasn't rich, a bit poor,so he didn't have money to study abroad.
Dispite no money, he couldn't give up his dream,then he came up with that he worked as a volunteer.
He found a website for volunteer in Ireland.
He contacted to the community for 2 months,after that he was allowed to go to Ireland as a volunteer for free!
The volunteers are for people who has Down syndrome.
He lived with them , took care of them and also works as farmer!
Before I came here I didn't think about that I could work as volunteer.
After he went back to Korea,he graduated from uni and came to Sydney.
In addition he has two jobs in here and earn money for his family.
He sends $2,000 for his family per a month!
I really respect him,,,,
My thinking is different from before!
I found new sight,,,
DAY95
ついに3ヶ月が経過…
何ができるようになったんだろう☹️
日本にいた時は大学のテストとかゼミとかそこそこ頑張ってたしそんなに自分に対してムカついたり悩んだりできなくて悔やんだりすることはなかったのに、まして今は英語しか勉強しなくていいからそれに集中できるはずで、もっと早く伸びてもおかしくないのに😐
リスニングで練習してるとあせって聞き取れない。ネイティブと話す時は緊張しちゃってなんかうまく話せんのよなあ。のわりにAmyと話す時とかは間違いとか恐れずでっかい声で話せるんやけどなあ。
てことで今日はAmyプラス誰か新しい友達とどっか行ってみようと思って急遽、Yeonとnew townに行ってきました〜
ここのパスタおいしかった😘
ホリデーだったからかもしれないけど
人たくさんいてネイティブで賑わってた❤︎
そのあとに食べたstrawberry watermelon cake、2人がマジなダメダメコメントしてて面白かった（笑）あんまりおいしいって感じなくてもまずくなかったらまあまあっていう日本人とは程遠くちがったわ（笑）
ちなみに昨日はAmy がうちにきて一緒にキムチチゲ作って食べてDarlingharborのvivid sydneyにいってきてWater show見た！
電話して会おうよ〜っていって会える距離素晴らしい😂
一昨日は最近ずっと一緒にいたJerry が国に一旦帰り昨日はゆっちゃんがMelbourneに行ってしまった😂
ゆっちゃんとゆっちゃんの彼の別れをみて、みんなを見送って、なんか急にストレス（笑）
今までストレスって怒りによるものしかあんまり感じたことなかったけどこういうストレスもあるんだなあって感じた（笑）説明しづらいストレス（笑）
留学経験ある人が誰も別れが辛いよなんてアドバイスしてきたことないから多分なんか意味があるんだよってゆっちゃんが言ってた😐
自分も別れが辛いってこと以上に出会えてよかったって思えるような留学にしたいなあ。
さあ〜来週からはupperかなあ。
まだ決めきれてないけど、とりあえず、今週は先生を選ぶというミッションが待っている☝🏻️
がんばるぞっ。
